Ada rasa salah yang terbuku dalam jiwa
Sungguh hari ini terselit amarah
Tatkala yang tersayang ampuh menolak nasihat dan gundah beraja
Sungguh hari ini riang aku walau tanpa kata
Tatkala mereka dari masa semalam mampir menghadiahkan berita
Namun sungguh... pilu dan walang mengusai hari
Bila kudengar suara mereka yang amat berjasa terpuruk seorang mengaduh sakit lantaran dimamah usia
I did a mistake, and never realize the values of my life
Especially about appreciation for my loved ones
Yeah that's natural of human being
You rarely care until they are gone
and the memories were faded away.
I wonder about how does it feel to lose someone that use to be always by they side
My grandma used to refuse when someone volunteer to take care of her when she was admitted to the hospital
She only have 3 son and hospitals wouldn't allow man to stay in a ward
But previously my late grandpa were always there , around the hospital and waiting for visiting hours to meet her
At least she knows that he always there
But now he's gone
My other grandma whom is used to stay alone since 20 years ago
Since many things happened and she's getting too old, she seems to lose in fear
Once, someone sneaked to her house but luckily she went somewhere at that time
I did wonder how my life will end
But it is confirmed that your family is always there when the others are getting apart
Especially your mom
I'm in dilemma
I wish that I could clone myself into 3 person..err 4 maybe
But it is ridiculous as I know based on stories that I've read there's 1of the clone at least is dominant and everything will be in trouble!
erghhh currently I am practicing my not - so - called - speaking skills with my roomate.
and this is my longest entry in English!
yeah, do inform me for any grammatical mistake...if there's anyone read lah kan :P
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| From Left to Right: dedi, omak,wan, tok yah, tok jat |
Allah,dengan rahmatMu kurniakanlah kesihatan dan keselamatan buat kedua-dua nenda ku.
Walau di dunia mereka berseorangan namun Kau Yang Maha Menjaga tetap di mana-mana.
Dalam terang mahupun gelap!Ameeen!
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